donnaromana

well its all a bit blah blah blah . really tired a tthe mo. just looked up and have many letters that shouldn't be there but oh well!!!!

no really good at the mo. so much to prepare for and seems so little time.

work is intresting as a lot of change has happened/ happening we will have to see where that goes.

well me thinsk it is bed time.

right heading of to the docs now to get lucius jabed. poor little might doesn't know it yet.

but at least his best frind is having it done at the same time.

then they can spend the ret of the day with each other!!!

le tthe joy begin.!!

well afterthinking i was just going to tidy my lounge i have now changed it all around!! very tired now but am excited as i am going to the cinemar ro see saw 6 yay can't wait.

will worry about the rest of the house tomorrow!!

woke up this morning feeling fine.......

wow what a great day have see a friend and had fun as did the kids. ad i am now co mod on a great comunity. odd things in life still have there moments but things on whole much much better.

i'm looking forward to being involved more with people even it if is through the wondeful world of technology (god bless the internet!!)

happy monday to all and lets hope that tuesday is sunny to! (ignoring the fact that i have work!!)

i feel really depresed at the moment life is just not playing nice. everything is so negative.
i don't know if i have a future with said person any more which scares me silly. not really for me but for my boy. but can i really do the thing i said i'd never do and saty for the child. keep it normal!? he is the best thing in the world, but i'm not sure if it will have a neagive effect on him after all if i'm living a lie.

i just don't care anymore. no energy...so very low and lonley.
......

life is funny everything goes along then everything falls apart in a flash

i don't know what to do anymore. just finding it hard. the other half is not happy but there are some things i can't change or explain. i will go to the doctor as he wants and if she doesn't have the answers then who knows what will happen.

lucius before





then lucius as ..the doctor




saving the world with the sonic!!

had a great idea (~well my mum did)

my three year old needs a hair cut and she said "why not a Tennant style " it all came togehter then. so my boy will have tennant hair on friday !!!

i am happy even before i have gone to work. i really like it here at the journal and beyond. its such a great way to connect woth like minded people and make new friends across the world to next door!!

life is to short to worry about things to much ( the usaul susbects, money rent food etc)

they are a concern but family friends and yourself is important to. so enjoy the day one step at a time and have a good look around

. remember be brillant and walk in the dust.

hello everyone life isn't to bad at the mo.

work is still stupid but there maybe a slotion happening soon!yay
life is ok to some ups and downs but remaning positive

only bad thing is today have had to atempt to clean pen of the carpet as my three year old desided he didn't like the colour anymore!!!

will be out in the sun soon as it is a sunny sunny day!

Really excited today as i am going to the zoo with my dad and his wife and Lucius. its really nice as he has just had a monkey talk to him this morning!(a soft toy which i was moving and talking for ) he doesn't know yet so its going to be a surprice when Granddad tells hime.

yay. i'm really excited to, i'm just a big small human i think!!

hopefuly the weather will be good as we are walking around and going to have a picnic to!

well going to have to go as need a little breakfast for the both of us and pack the spare clothes. yes for him not me !!!


everyone have a good day and see you all around.

(p.s i bet a package arives the day i'm out!!)

well i have been busy with washing and washing up and the awful boar of hoovering!!

so it is break time. me and the small human are having some pizza. and while he is watching the joy that is cbeebies i am on here the computer!!

have manged to get by fathers day gift complete (odd tweak needed but as good as done.)

so should be able to work on some music videos again. have many ideas just a case of geting them on the comp!! i have a brilant program which is going to make the vids loook uber cool quality now. yay.

will try and get the request done soon (so long ago but will get done, step by step!)

we will have to see what the time monkey has in store though!!

work still is hell but i refuse to let the B@£st£! get me down.

hugs to all the lovley people in the world
drop us a line if anyone around, as it is great to hear from peeps

i have had another day from hell and my boss wasn't even there!!

he left a lovely note chaging his mind on what he wants me to do yet again. i can't win
i actualy felt phicaly sick .

i am dreading going in tomorrow and having to deal with what ever abuse will be thrown at me.

i hope other people are having a better day than me.

well today i will have a day without my small human as his nan is taking him out for the day !!

so the temptaion to do nothing at all , just sun it in the garden( if the weather improves!)

or sit and play my video game all dya!!

but no i have no planed to spring clean and completly change my dinning room around!! but may sneak a little sit down in the sun or with mr video game just to have a break!!

ALSO can't wait for the calander am hoping it comes today as i'm home!! yayaya

enjoy the day everyone.

just wanted to share some pictures of my kitty cats!!

well the sun is shining and were all in the back garden in the paddling pool , having a giggle!!

logicly i am not in th pool while righting this as that would be stupid!!
am feeling a bit under the weather still but much better that this morning! power of iporopfen
(pain killer joy) still bit of a stif neck but sosososososo ososososos so much beter.

looking forward to getting the calander soon. must do some more clippy things but sun so nice must go back to it.

being a bank hiloday tomorrow i'm sure the weather will turn so i can work on it then!!

i preparation of new videos coming. as i finaly have got by bd present working
i thought i'd liink my old vids here. some bit of fun some or others most with a theme of some decribtion!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsHrLp8GQdk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThyyJkNbyl8


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSXvmm7-Zbg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIHyy9hZEdc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrLfmMT9RIM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHpjmUiZy1w

you jnoe you just get those days where you don't want to play with the world you just want to curl up in a ball and stay there for the day!! well i felt very much like that as i got to work then to top it of my boss has a meating which took forever , almost saying that i'm not doing my job ( where i do work hard at what i do but don't have a lot of hours to do what i have to do but work dam hard at what i'm doing!) so really didn't need my three year old to start acting up when picked him up from nursery....oh look one of those day so he did. he was a royal pain in the arse!! so day was not a good one. don' care to much will only do what meant to not much more and.grrr to the world. tomorrow will be better. hug to the world

its such a nicew day today (dispite having a bad tooth). the sun is shining and me and the boy have set up a cmp in the garden how cool!!! days like thease i couldn't imagine going back to worj full time!!